Decisions… Decisions…

In an attempt to return to college I’m also reflecting on why it is I stopped and why I cannot work.

I’m overwhelmed trying to work, trying to not find my space in this very scary place called society… the masses… I do this all as I’m indefinitely disabled.

just 1 fact about me…

I cannot work bc of spinal injuries, comprised immune system, and fibromyalgia… that’s only the tip of the iceberg.. I still have feelings about this all… I wish I had a switch to control how I feel about all of it! I cannot. I’ve attempted yo live without help, truly. When I stuff my feelings they come back to haunt me!

The below images are borrowed- respectfully!

Disabled alone isn’t a bad word, but it’s definitely not a good one. it’s absolutely misrepresented. Some make living extremely difficult by assuming that a disabled person is on ssid, I’m overwhelmed trying to work, trying to not find my space in this very scary place called society… the masses… I do this all as I’m indefinitely disabled.however I worked at my family’s grocery business off the books, thus Im on ssi and its tough!

“nothing more than feeling…”